Hello mysaibaba community ,dear Nikhil ji and lovely Sai devotees .I am here to share few of my experiences related to the YouTube videos of yours .Few days earlier I was attracted by Sai Baba towards meditation and as I started doing it I felt at peace and more connected to Sai Baba .But somewhere I felt like I'm drifting away from my normal life .Now I didn't find happiness in even talking to my own loved ones .I felt like I want to remain silent all the time .Then I grew fear of loosing connection with people as I was conditioned by the thinking and belief that people who are devoted to God deeply automatically drift away from society.I forgot that Sai Baba won't ever want me to leave my loved ones or drift away from them. He used to tell me in my mind by giving a thought "by meditation you would be able to connect to people at a more deeper level " but still my physical mind confused me all the time.Once I asked "baba how much time are we gonna spend together ?" It was a question about my husband and me as I feared loosing him always .And baba Sai seeing me in doubtful ,fearful condition from so many days answered this question that day while I was having a noon nap.He showed me and my husband wearing dresses and marrying each other like a Christian couple and I stepped towards him and a song was being played in the background "I have died everyday waiting for you , darling don't be afraid as I have loved you for a thousand years ..I love you for a 400 more" .The original song goes like ""a thousand years more" but Sai Baba replaced this with "400 more" telling me that we are to live 400 more years together .Oh I was so amazed how he answered me .This song was very dear to both of us since college days as we had a love marriage .Then I woke up and still the physical mind again put a doubt what if that dream wasn't for us ,maybe I interpreted it wrongly .Then baba made me play YouTube during tea time in evening and I played the top most video which was from this site and there masterjee told about his mysterious meeting with his love of life "aai" And then the video played an English song in background .This was enough to overflow my eyes .How much baba cares for us ,he signals answers sometimes directly tells them ,but we still remain confused and then he uses his other devotees to confirm the messages,in this case was masterjee aai and ofcourse the person who made this message reach a devotee like me ,Nikhil ji.Your videos are blessed Nikhil ji and i trust baba's blessings are already with you .But still I pray that each of baba's devotee works like you and made other devotees and also non devotees to have trust in saibaba and his teachings ,his path .Rest if Sai wills I will share more of experiences with saibaba soon. Sarve bhavantu sukhin ,sarve Santu niramaya ,sarve bhadrani pashyantu ,maa kaschid dukh bhag bhavet. Om Sairam😊b