Om Sai Ram to all the devotees, today i will be telling about a experiences i had with my Baba, where he assured that i will take care of your child.
This was last year January, my son who was just 10month old, had an acute case of gastroenteritis, his condition was really bad, he was admitted thrice, first was late night in emergency at Max Balaji , and later twice at the hospital run by our family pediatric.
It was Baba's Maha samadhi 100yrs celebration when, we were fortunate enough to get the darshan of Sri Sai Samarth Maharaj, with my complete family. My son, Shivansh was 7months that time. As i had told you earlier my connection with Baba comes when I was in my college time, but as the time passes, Baba made me go through numerous faith and disciplines, i studies occult and was engaged in many spiritual practices. I also met many human teachers and was fascinated by thr teachings. Later in 2018 , when i returned back from Shirdi, my concepts, philosophies and nature had a 360 degree turn and I was not the same guy i use to be. My human teacher, whom i use to consult for my spiritual growth also, discarded me because i started advocating Baba's philosophies and was against any sort of show show business in the name of god. I felt dejected, as spirituality was something i was much drawn to, without which i felt miserable. I had no one to talk, no one to speak or discuss my spiritual thoughts.
One day, i complaint Baba, It was all because of you and i need a guru. I have nobody to discuss or talk to. Help me find a guru. Sooner, I was made charge of taking care of Baba's 6 feet idol in one of the temple, i use to wake up early, make him bath, dress him, offer naivedya, do arti and while doing all this, use to enjoy talking to him. I had never seen my grandfather and use to talk to him like i was talking to my grandfather, He had become my cute old man. I use to love these conversation and was happy with my life.
On 17 Jan 2019 midnight, my son was first admitted in emergency ward of Max Balaji at Patparganj, and later on 18th and 26 Jan 2019 again at the hospital run by our family pediatric. The way to reach the hospital was through Baba's temple and I had a strong believe that once i see Baba from outside, he will take care. But to my amazement, i could never go through the same route and was always de routed. I was literally scared as I thought the human teacher, who said a lot of bad things about my son and his life, was about to come true, I was hell nervous and scared. Deep down I had faith in my cute Old Man (Shirdi Sai Baba) that he will take care of everything. But since i was every time de routed from the temple, i had a fear deep down.
Since Shivansh's (my son) condition was going really bad, i was even more sacred. I immediately consulted my family pediatric and he advised me to get him hospitalized in his hospital, the route was through the same Sai Baba temple where i use to perform the seva. I booked the Uber and we started for the hospital. Deep in my mind I again had these thoughts going, "Baba, please give me your darshan once, please let me see you once, if i can see you i will believe you are with me and my son will be fine". But again, the driver took a different path. This may look very normal, but imagine a person who use to pass Baba's temple twice a day, was not allowed to see him for 4 days, the frustration of not seeing Baba was building inside me + my son who was not well from last 4days + the words of human teacher who said, you will face the consequences, etc. This all made me go bonkers. We reached the hospital in 30min, and this is when the miracle happened, as i entered the hospital with my son, whose condition was not good, I saw a big statue of Baba right in front of me. The moment i saw him, my eyes were all wet and i started getting goosebumps, there was somebody inside me who said, DON'T WORRY MY CHILD, I WILL TAKE CARE, I WAS ALWAYS WITH YOU BUT YOU COULDN'T SEE ME, NOW I AM HERE, I WILL TAKE CARE OF HIM.
All this time, he had been playing with us, he was taking care of my son, but wanted us to teach us the lesson of Shradha and Saburi through his leela. My son recovered in few days, and our faith in Baba become stronger. Since, then I had given my son to Baba, I know his great grand father will protect and guide him through the thick and thin of his life. I am just here to do my duty as a father, his real father is BABA SAI :)
Now, i end my experience here. Next post will be about how we were blessed my Shivansh and Baba blessings Shivansh through udi at Dwarkamai, his connection with Baba. He absolutely loves him :) Om Sai Ram