I recently got rejected from my dream fellowship. I worked extremely hard for it and prayed intensely and ultimately got rejected at the last round. Of course, just by praying to Baba doesn't mean that I will get what I asked for. However, it is especially hard to deal with as I thought that this was what Sai (and life) had in store for me. My career plans have been delayed for various reasons and I though that getting this fellowship would be Sai's way of telling me that he had something better planned. But with this rejection, I feel directionless and am having hard time understanding Sai's path.
Thank you xoxo